I feel so bitchy

Man. I have felt so bitchy lately. I don't know how to explain it. Like I want to hassle people and find fault. I'm feeling kind of guilty about my last blog entry. And last night I snapped at Steven and made him sad. I apologized afterwards, but I've been really snappish and emotional recently. Maybe being mad and stewing about Steven's dad has made me more irritable. But now I feel like I'm just blaming other people, like it's his dad's fault I'm a bitch. I don't know why I feel so irritable. I really have no cause to be. Things are going quite well. And then all of a sudden out of left field I start biting Steven's head off over nothing. I feel awful. He's too nice and puts up with too much of my crap. I wish I were nicer and more charitable towards people. I feel bad about not giving people the benefit of the doubt. Hrm. You just sort of get in the doldrums sometimes. I'll just work on it and get over it.